& you shut yourself from the whole world, hide yourself in that small corner of yours, and when no one's looking, feeling so alone, you break down. you watch yourself helplessly falling apart. you look at yourself in the mirror and you go 'GOD, you're pathetic'. when things get so bad, you just feel like giving up. you try to stay strong, but its just so hard. but hey, its life. and as you go through every obstacles in life, each and every one of it makes you stronger. there may be times where you recall back your past and just wished that you could turn back the time to not repeat the same mistake you did. but each mistake is done so we won't repeat the same one seeing how much it hurts. no one seems to understand how i'm feeling and what i'm going through. but i guess its just the way things are. i don't need your sympathy. i don't even want your sympathy. do whatever you want to me. yeah, you're making this really hard for me, but hey, i'll pull through. without your help. i'll make it through, i won't give up, and i'll come back to prove you wrong.
(9:24 AM)